This American Life, Animated
Released on 11/30/2015
[Ira] This parenting error happened not long ago.
Halloween, when Hanna's 13-year-old, Noah,
decided she was gonna dress up as Hillary Clinton.
[Hanna] She watches a lot of Saturday Night Live,
and old Saturday Night Live videos
so a campy political costume makes sense to her
even at 13, she puts on her red jacket
and she starts putting on makeup
so she puts on mascara and a little eyeliner
and she normally doesn't wear makeup and a little lip gloss
and I'm not really paying attention to her
and then I look at her and then these words
come out of my mouth: Wow, you look so much better.
[Ira] Wow.
(laughs)
[Hanna] Which is, I felt bad and I instantly knew
the implications of what I had said
and then I transported myself forward to the therapy,
20 years later, oh and then there was that moment
and that's when I realized that my mom thought
I was the ugly duckling of the family.
[Ira] And so what does she say?
[Hanna] She's like silent.
She pauses for a moment and she says, very wisely,
I don't think that's something you're supposed to say
to your 13-year-old daughter.
(laughs)
And I actually think that she was a little ironic
in her response and she was trying to give me a pass.
She knew that I would feel really bad and she,
with great empathy and kindness, made kind of a wink
about it, kind of placed it in the box of half-ironic
and thus not tragic so that was nice of her.
I mean, basically anything that you do to increase
the self-consciousness of a teenage girl
makes you a bad mother, I think.
[Ira] But do you think it hurt her?
[Hanna] I don't think it hurt her,
but I think she'll remember it.
The real reason I regretted it right away
is that even though she and I agreed that we were joking
and it was okay and she knows I really don't judge her,
a small part of her might be walking
down the street and thinking,
Oh, well maybe I could do some self-improvement.
Maybe I could look a little better
if I wore mascara or foundation.
[Ira] If I asked your daughter,
What do you really think about this,
what would she say, this moment?
[Hanna] I think she would absolutely insist
that she doesn't care and it is possibly true
that she doesn't care and she forgot about it immediately.
(phone rings)
[Ira] So we called, and I asked.
[Noah] I think that it got very inflated after the fact
and I wasn't thinking about it very much at the time
but I did not care that much.
[Ira] So you don't feel like this wrecked you.
[Noah] I don't think it wrecked me,
but it might come up in the future, you never know.
(laughs)
[Hanna] Oh boy.
[Ira] Are you just saying that
just to screw with your mom right now.
(giggles)
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